...we have to live it. This means taking acction, even when I don't feel like it. Also, it means releasing my judgment about what comes to me and just being grateful. I'm not running the show.

Thanks for all of the help that you give to me in maintaining abstinence. I can't do this alone.
Love,
Kasey

Hi Kasey,
"Spiritual life is not a theory" and "I'm not running the show". Thank God I'm not running the show anymore and that I have turned my life over to the God of my understanding. There are times when I still unconsciously try to run the show... it's a process of trusting, letting go and letting God do what I am unable to do for myself.